I NEED DESPERATE HELP HERE PLEASE LADIES?

First loves are always hard to get over, but you needed to break contact with her. As you you've found out everytime you see her again you end up sleeping with her and the cycle starts again. She sounds like she's just been using you and seems to like having drama in her life. You are much better off without her. Yes you will get over her but give yourself time. Concentrate on you for awhile and do things that make you happy and just chill out with friends or whatever. In the future you will meet someone so much better and you will wonder what all the fuss was about!